I realise, we failed together. This was it. Nothing lasted for long in my life. You too din't last. Faded away. Shrinked into memories that hurt. Longing for you. But I won't blame you. We both did mistakes.
At a moment of weakness, I was dazzled. Look at me now; broken, shattered dreams, destroyed soul, withering pain consuming me, locked in my own bubble of anguish. My vibrant talks silenced, my soul poisoned, my mind harassed. Is there a way to walk out of this life?
While my attention is caught by dream catcher tuning an opus, craving for your mellifluous voice a tear slide away,
Don't curse me with unrequited love,Render my soul with champagne kisses, For two shall become one, Exchanging silent promises feeding passion and pride, Let me confess my undying love for you,
I inhaled immortality to engulf pain by pain, Leaving me to gasp for air to breathe, I inhaled love to clench emotions by emotions, Leaving me to cry for something true and real.
Can you claim it as a crime, If I can't stop adoring all those amethyst nights we spent together!? Those nights when I was healed from all betrayal wounds that sting,
I regret. I regret a lot. I regret not doing certain things. I regret saying YES. I regret saying NO. I regret laughing out loud. I regret talking. I regret that I can’t keep up with standards people around. I regret I wasn’t capable of taking up all opportunities that where knocking my door. I regret breathing. I regret the helplessness.